losing grasp

i m losing things one by one...

Work n Life

for some odd reason,

i have found myself to become more n more of a hermit as i grow older...>.<

i knw i should go out..
i knw i should not always stay inside and have myself buried in the books and listening to music as i try to cram up..

it's only week2...

*says a little prayer*

lost my mind

hey...it has been awhile since i blogged..

well, i m rather emotional now...i cant continue being this way...he would want me to be okie... i neeed to be more considerate...but how can i push away my feelings that i m feeling so deeply now??...=/

GAWD help me...i used to be able to cope with this...=.=...I HATE ME...screw life

self esteem

i think my self esteem is being constantly stepped on...GAWD help

damn

of doubts,pressure and depression

hey
man it has been ages since i have posted anything serious or happy here.

currently...i m in notingham..wait i think most of you know that...lol

well...so far...life has been hectic..assignments,reports, presentations, coursework and tests are just draining me.

FOR THE FIRST TIME..i m SICK
SICK OF WORKING...my word...you have no idea wat hell i have been through this week...first was my Labskills project presentation (more of a Q&A session) which i screwed up BIG TIME...

err...then a an open book test...which..i think was quite ok...but still tiring..

then the RTS presentation(the one where i have to present the calculator that i made) which i screwed up as well...so ya..sigh..

n to top it off, i just took my very last progress test of the semester..which is...HAHAHAHa...damn i tell u..exams are coming and i still have a report due plus a coursework just on wonderful transistors to hand in...they call it study week...which,..IS BULsHIT...coz i officially do not have time to study up for my finals...damn

so screwed...well..life goes on..gtg..i have a bbq to attend to to destress my hellish week adios!

c'est la vie

life goes on

Times of Refreshing

Times of refreshing
Here in Your presence
No greater blessing
Than being with You
My soul is restored
My mind is renewed
There's no greater joy Lord
Than being with you


When work just dries you up, it sometimes helps just to sit and sink into worship.....well tht's just me:P