ok...yes...exams are drawing near..and here i am blogging...haihzzz...this is baddd...it means that i am badddllllyyyy bothered by something...ok...well...here it goes..
i have an obsession...in driving...bad case of it..some of you might think it is ok..but nooo...it's not ok in my family's eyes...especially my dad the one and only man in the whole family who does not approve of me driving...you see..he thinks that i am not ready yet..the worst thing is..he HAS NOT EVEN SEEN first hand of my driving..
yess yess..the solution seems simple..show him..the thing is that..i can never drive with him next to me..he is so...i dunnoe...intimidating???.....well...aren't all fathers intimidating...oh well...ya...
ok...now...the scenario of the problem....i have three cars...two kancils and a wira..tonight...the two kancils were used and so the wira was free...unoccupied...and i had to buy my own dinner..thing is...the money that my dad gave me was supposed to pay for AN ORDER IN food...so i thought why not save money..besides,william was with me...so ya...why not drive out to get my food,drive william home and get home before my dad does...
sadly, the plan did go well..yes,i bought my food and yes i did drive william home...but...when i got home...MY DEAREST DAD WAS HOME!!!...i nearly got a heart attack when i saw him...i was like OH NO!!!!...DIEEE...oh well...surprisingly, he didn't yell...he just asked where william was and so i said that william is on his way home now..he went home when i was just about to reach the house meaning that his mother magically came from the other junction and picked him up n left me alone to drive back home..(yes, this indeed was a lie!...but can you blame me???i was so bloody close to peeing in my pants out of fear)...ya...then, he was like ok..it's ok for you to drive..just be careful..
now the part that is bothering me...was that my mum didn't believe that william was in the car with me!!!...MY MUM!(i told her the truth la saying that i sent william home then only came home)...she didn't believe me till she saw william's wallet that he accidentally left on my table...I THANK GOD FOR HIS WALLET MAN!!!...my goodness...
something is AWFULLY wrong with me...i am usually not bothered by these stuff...(except for my dad blowing up)
anyway...my real complaint is my OBSESSION!!!..i wanna get rid of it...i want to not have the desire to drive anymore...it's like drugs to me or something...i wish that my obsession was towards something more like alcohol...no doubt.it is hard to get over it but...alcohol is something that one can live without...one can't live without the convenience of driving!!!...someday,one has definitely got to be on their own and drive...this is frustrating!!!...
whoo!!!...this feels good...letting this out like that...man...ok la...i shall return to my world of NEVER ENDING STUDYING..haihzzzzz...exams ruin me...
p.s:to IAN and whoever who is thinking of making fun of my driving,I HAVE IMPROVED...:P..ok doak...i am signing off now
