losing grasp

i m losing things one by one...

Work n Life

for some odd reason,

i have found myself to become more n more of a hermit as i grow older...>.<

i knw i should go out..
i knw i should not always stay inside and have myself buried in the books and listening to music as i try to cram up..

it's only week2...

*says a little prayer*

lost my mind

hey...it has been awhile since i blogged..

well, i m rather emotional now...i cant continue being this way...he would want me to be okie... i neeed to be more considerate...but how can i push away my feelings that i m feeling so deeply now??...=/

GAWD help me...i used to be able to cope with this...=.=...I HATE ME...screw life

self esteem

i think my self esteem is being constantly stepped on...GAWD help

damn

of doubts,pressure and depression

hey
man it has been ages since i have posted anything serious or happy here.

currently...i m in notingham..wait i think most of you know that...lol

well...so far...life has been hectic..assignments,reports, presentations, coursework and tests are just draining me.

FOR THE FIRST TIME..i m SICK
SICK OF WORKING...my word...you have no idea wat hell i have been through this week...first was my Labskills project presentation (more of a Q&A session) which i screwed up BIG TIME...

err...then a an open book test...which..i think was quite ok...but still tiring..

then the RTS presentation(the one where i have to present the calculator that i made) which i screwed up as well...so ya..sigh..

n to top it off, i just took my very last progress test of the semester..which is...HAHAHAHa...damn i tell u..exams are coming and i still have a report due plus a coursework just on wonderful transistors to hand in...they call it study week...which,..IS BULsHIT...coz i officially do not have time to study up for my finals...damn

so screwed...well..life goes on..gtg..i have a bbq to attend to to destress my hellish week adios!

c'est la vie

life goes on

Times of Refreshing

Times of refreshing
Here in Your presence
No greater blessing
Than being with You
My soul is restored
My mind is renewed
There's no greater joy Lord
Than being with you


When work just dries you up, it sometimes helps just to sit and sink into worship.....well tht's just me:P

haha

....i m gonna drown!!!

so much work...tmr there is a progress test...lab report after lab report...n no time to study up for it...haizzz...well...at least i have tonight...

COME ON KRYS!!...pull thru..

zzzzz....

Please don't let my dreams run dry

He gets up before the dawn
Packs a lunch and a thermos full of coffee
It's another day in the dusty haze
Those burnin' rays are wearing down his body
And diesel's worth the price of gold
And it's the cheapest grain he's ever sold
But he's still holding on

CHORUS
He just takes the tractor another round
And pulls the plow across the ground
And sends up another prayer
He says Lord I never complain I never ask why
But please don't let my dream run dry
Underneath, Underneath this
Amarillo sky

That hail storm back in '83
Sure did take a toll on his family
But he stayed strong and carried on
Just like his dad and grandad did before him
On his knees every night he prays
Please let my crops and children grow
Cause that's all he's ever known

CHORUS
He just takes the tractor another round
And pulls the plow across the ground
And sends up another prayer
He says Lord I never complain I never ask why
But please don't let my dream run dry
Underneath, Underneath this
Amarillo sky

And he takes the tractor another round
Another round, another round
And he takes the tractor another round
Another round
He says I never complain I never ask why
But please don't let my dreams run dry
Underneath, underneath this
Amarillo Sky

Underneath this
Amarillo sky

artist:jason aldean
title:amarillo sky

Is that alright?....

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If u don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No...

it's a nice song...(damien rice-9crimes)

feeling littlw down

fields and circuits paper was today...feel like crap...i didn't have enough time to do my last question...haihzzz...9marks gone...why la...haihzz..i knew how to do all the questions..(i think i knew)...haihzzz....*gloom*....i m just gonnna do math now..