an outing to rmb

LOL...i just got back from my outing with a few friends...it was fun...catching up with them..lol

man...i can't believe that it has been two years since SPM ended...can you believe it??..and yes, i have not changed that that much, according to all of them...lol...man...

i guess there is nothing much to say...:D..ok la...see you all

i feel like ripping my head open!!!

this is actually to the ppl out there who actually get mad at someone and then shows the person that they are mad at, that they are mad at them and then doesn't reveal the reason to why they are mad at them, to them!...and there goes the person who is been given the cold shoulder to not knowing why he or she is being treated this way..

DO ANY OF YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT KIND OF SICK GAME YOU GUYS PUT THESE PEOPLE THROUGH?!!...ok...yes...maybe you just want to be left alone..i get it...that person CAN leave you alone even after he or she knows why the hell you're so pissed at him or her!!!...seriously..

man...i guess some of you can guess what is going on now...you know this happened to me once with tomato...but at tht time...although it dragged on for weeks...WEEKS i quote...i knew the reason to why she was mad at me...(she'll probably laugh now if i were to remind her of that little fight we had)...yes, it was painful to go through that...horrendously hard actually...but it is not that bad coz I KNEW WHY SHE WAS MAD AT ME!!!..

for heaven's sake...man...how can you expect someone to know what to do when you won't even tell him or her why you're angry?!!!...and then posting up on your blog stating certain things that tht person doesn't even see how he or she was that way towards the angry fella!!...to hell with it la...

help!...haihzzz...

thank you,blog for being here for me to pour my frustrations out...readers out there...worry not!..i am a strong person who is just having a weak moment...

a big thanks to all of you who has been there for me and who cares about me now...but i am ok...really...like what i said..just a weak moment..

thinking

i dunnoe...you know what...i am probably being overly emotional but i can't help it...

yes, i am having problems...i shall not mention them here but you know what...i am a little tired...

everything was so smooth for the past few days and then BOOM! there it comes..so ya..i SHOULD have known that it will be too good to be true...nothing in my life is ever that smooth sailing for quite sometime...

but come to think of it again..i guess that is what makes it me..forever filled with problems...swamped with things to think about...

haihzz...i shall put my head high and not bother...after all, these things are meant to make me stronger...not bring me down..so now here i am...stronger than ever...with my head held high..and all this, i have to thank the people around me who have been giving me support..(you all know who you are...i shan't mention names here for it might bring up conflicts..and yes...tht'll mean more problems)

so thank you, people...thank you for making me...who i am today:D...*HUGZ!*

love,
Krystle

HI PPL

seee....i do update my blog...

ok let's just say i really have nth to say...

ok..i am going jogging tmr with christine and cheng yee!!....n i am still awake now..crap..i think i'd better go to bed soon before i faint tomorrow...

ok doak..i am leaving ttyl ppl...hehe:D

IT'S OVER!!!

OVER OVER OVER DONE DEAL!!!...OVER...hmmm...i dunnoe la...i am happy....but yet..i still feel so..lost...

i am weird man...haihzzzz....i might be going to inti...AUTP sounds good..i get to twin over to new zealand...sth tht i think i would like to go there...it really sounds nice...but i dun really know if i can really go through it though...i am so unsure abt my route...man

ya....hehehe....ok ppls....KRYSTLE TAN is officially free to go out and kai kai...pls ring me if you wish to spend time with beautiful moi...blek blek

ok doak folks, i am outta here

LAST PAPER ON WEDNESDAY

IT's ENDING SOON!!!....can you believe it???.....1 and a half yrs...DONE...finally

haihzzz...ok yes...i am relieved but somehow...i am also feeling very....lost...help me...

i'm tired but somehow i can't sleep....i tell you...my health is gonna *ker plunk*...haihzzzz...

anyways...gotta go study chem now...

tata:D

DAMN!

ok...yes...exams are drawing near..and here i am blogging...haihzzz...this is baddd...it means that i am badddllllyyyy bothered by something...ok...well...here it goes..

i have an obsession...in driving...bad case of it..some of you might think it is ok..but nooo...it's not ok in my family's eyes...especially my dad the one and only man in the whole family who does not approve of me driving...you see..he thinks that i am not ready yet..the worst thing is..he HAS NOT EVEN SEEN first hand of my driving..

yess yess..the solution seems simple..show him..the thing is that..i can never drive with him next to me..he is so...i dunnoe...intimidating???.....well...aren't all fathers intimidating...oh well...ya...

ok...now...the scenario of the problem....i have three cars...two kancils and a wira..tonight...the two kancils were used and so the wira was free...unoccupied...and i had to buy my own dinner..thing is...the money that my dad gave me was supposed to pay for AN ORDER IN food...so i thought why not save money..besides,william was with me...so ya...why not drive out to get my food,drive william home and get home before my dad does...

sadly, the plan did go well..yes,i bought my food and yes i did drive william home...but...when i got home...MY DEAREST DAD WAS HOME!!!...i nearly got a heart attack when i saw him...i was like OH NO!!!!...DIEEE...oh well...surprisingly, he didn't yell...he just asked where william was and so i said that william is on his way home now..he went home when i was just about to reach the house meaning that his mother magically came from the other junction and picked him up n left me alone to drive back home..(yes, this indeed was a lie!...but can you blame me???i was so bloody close to peeing in my pants out of fear)...ya...then, he was like ok..it's ok for you to drive..just be careful..

now the part that is bothering me...was that my mum didn't believe that william was in the car with me!!!...MY MUM!(i told her the truth la saying that i sent william home then only came home)...she didn't believe me till she saw william's wallet that he accidentally left on my table...I THANK GOD FOR HIS WALLET MAN!!!...my goodness...
something is AWFULLY wrong with me...i am usually not bothered by these stuff...(except for my dad blowing up)

anyway...my real complaint is my OBSESSION!!!..i wanna get rid of it...i want to not have the desire to drive anymore...it's like drugs to me or something...i wish that my obsession was towards something more like alcohol...no doubt.it is hard to get over it but...alcohol is something that one can live without...one can't live without the convenience of driving!!!...someday,one has definitely got to be on their own and drive...this is frustrating!!!...

whoo!!!...this feels good...letting this out like that...man...ok la...i shall return to my world of NEVER ENDING STUDYING..haihzzzzz...exams ruin me...

p.s:to IAN and whoever who is thinking of making fun of my driving,I HAVE IMPROVED...:P..ok doak...i am signing off now