Monday, July 27, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Tag # 51
1. From now on, you can't tell lies.
errr...i guess...
2. Are you ready?
do i have a choice??...the tag is here already right??:P
3. Think back six months ago, were you single?
well,considering that my relationship with william has lasted four yrs...sixt months ago....i WAS NOT single...what has that got to do with anything anyway?
4. What do you carry with you at all times?
my handphone and my wallet...the necessary things needed
5. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
er...depends how annoyed or angry i am...but most of the time, no la
6. How are you feeling?
happy...just got back from going out with sothi, william and kevin
7. Is something wrong right now?
i am not sure...i am a lil confused emotionally abt everything...but hey! that is what life is!
8. Are you mad at someone?
Nope.
9. What's on your mind?
need to think abt uni....
10. Are you jealous of someone right now?
nope...wait...maybe towards tomato...she knws what she wants to do...hiahzzz
11. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
nope:P
12. Do you want to start over with anyone?
not for now..:)
13. Do you know if anyone likes you?
nope...but i knw someone who loves me:P
14. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not at all times...depends on situation:D
15. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
sleeping
16. True love or 1 billion bucks?
1 billion now....then maybe later in life...true love:P
17. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
hmm....alot of ppl say that to me...i don't mean to be perasan but that is what alot of ppl say!
18. Anything you would change about your life right now?
if it weren't for the things i went through or the mistakes i made...i wou;dn't be who i am today...so my definite answer is no:)
19. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
no thanks..
20. Could you cry right now?
no...not really
21. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
no....not that i can rmb...
22. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
pretty often
23. Are you okay with the life you live?
i guess so...
24. Last person you told a secret to?
i dunnoe...i barely have secrets i am an open person:P
25. Do you like hugs?
LOVE 'EM
26. Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
well...if you work for it:)
27. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday??...don't ask
28. How much money did you spend today?
HEH...more than RM20
29. What are you sitting on right now?
a chair??
30. Who's the last person you IM'd?
well considering tht i am multi-tasking now...i am currently IM-ing william and sothinathen...lol
31. What's something you really want right now, be honest.
to know where the hell to go from a-levels!
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
it has not changed one bit:P
33. What did you do yesterday?
Nothing much...rot at home
34. Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Depends on the what secret..and how bad is it
35. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Of course
36. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
i am not sure..
37. Is someone on your mind right now?
not really
38. Whose birthday is coming up?
(realized tht i have missed simin's birthday..thanks to tomato)...sothinathen...12th of august:P
39. Were you happy when you woke up?
no...i was sleepy:P
40. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Neutral.
41. What's the last thing you ate?
green tea ice cream:P
42. Are you easy to get along with?
this question should be directed to the ppl around me...not me:P
43. Ever cheated on someone?
NO
44. Who is the last person to send you a text?
DIGI
45. What are you currently listening to?
nothing
46. My job is done.
Okay...good...now, next thing to do..KILL TOMATO:P
errr...i guess...
2. Are you ready?
do i have a choice??...the tag is here already right??:P
3. Think back six months ago, were you single?
well,considering that my relationship with william has lasted four yrs...sixt months ago....i WAS NOT single...what has that got to do with anything anyway?
4. What do you carry with you at all times?
my handphone and my wallet...the necessary things needed
5. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
er...depends how annoyed or angry i am...but most of the time, no la
6. How are you feeling?
happy...just got back from going out with sothi, william and kevin
7. Is something wrong right now?
i am not sure...i am a lil confused emotionally abt everything...but hey! that is what life is!
8. Are you mad at someone?
Nope.
9. What's on your mind?
need to think abt uni....
10. Are you jealous of someone right now?
nope...wait...maybe towards tomato...she knws what she wants to do...hiahzzz
11. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
nope:P
12. Do you want to start over with anyone?
not for now..:)
13. Do you know if anyone likes you?
nope...but i knw someone who loves me:P
14. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not at all times...depends on situation:D
15. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
sleeping
16. True love or 1 billion bucks?
1 billion now....then maybe later in life...true love:P
17. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
hmm....alot of ppl say that to me...i don't mean to be perasan but that is what alot of ppl say!
18. Anything you would change about your life right now?
if it weren't for the things i went through or the mistakes i made...i wou;dn't be who i am today...so my definite answer is no:)
19. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
no thanks..
20. Could you cry right now?
no...not really
21. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
no....not that i can rmb...
22. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
pretty often
23. Are you okay with the life you live?
i guess so...
24. Last person you told a secret to?
i dunnoe...i barely have secrets i am an open person:P
25. Do you like hugs?
LOVE 'EM
26. Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
well...if you work for it:)
27. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday??...don't ask
28. How much money did you spend today?
HEH...more than RM20
29. What are you sitting on right now?
a chair??
30. Who's the last person you IM'd?
well considering tht i am multi-tasking now...i am currently IM-ing william and sothinathen...lol
31. What's something you really want right now, be honest.
to know where the hell to go from a-levels!
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
it has not changed one bit:P
33. What did you do yesterday?
Nothing much...rot at home
34. Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Depends on the what secret..and how bad is it
35. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Of course
36. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
i am not sure..
37. Is someone on your mind right now?
not really
38. Whose birthday is coming up?
(realized tht i have missed simin's birthday..thanks to tomato)...sothinathen...12th of august:P
39. Were you happy when you woke up?
no...i was sleepy:P
40. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Neutral.
41. What's the last thing you ate?
green tea ice cream:P
42. Are you easy to get along with?
this question should be directed to the ppl around me...not me:P
43. Ever cheated on someone?
NO
44. Who is the last person to send you a text?
DIGI
45. What are you currently listening to?
nothing
46. My job is done.
Okay...good...now, next thing to do..KILL TOMATO:P
how i just wish...
have you ever wished that you could be that small kid that you once were?...the kid that thinks everything is beautiful...a time before you even knew the meaning of sadness....or anger..or even the awkward feeling that could occur between two people?
well,i certainly do miss it..the times where i could just sit with my dad and just blabber about anything in the world...sigh...oh what a time that was..
i am pretty sure that many of you have seen scenarios like this:
Scenario 1:-
SETTING: In a kopitiam
Kid: Papa!!..i know how to eat on my own..
(smiles proudly and feeds himself/herself while alot of the rice is dropping out from the spoon)
Dad: (laughs)please please...stop..let your mummy feed you for awhile then maybe the last few bites you eat it on your own k
Scenario 2:-
Kid: Papa!!...i have an uncle..his name is Uncle Longan and i have an aunty who is Aunty Susie Chip and they both live in Singapore..they also study in a CHINESE school
Dad: Really??....(laughs hysterically)..and where are they now??
Kid: In Singapore lor...
Dad: Oh, i see...
*note:the relatives were the kid's imaginary friends:D
ya...that is how kids interact with their parents at the age of...i don't know..4 or 5??..ya
and as we grow older...we find it harder to interact (for some people..it might be different..for me..i find it harder to talk to my dad some how but with my mum..we can talk and talk..)
when i was a kid, i could sit down and blabber all kinds of things with my dad..in fact,we had secrets together that we didn't tell my mum..lol..but now..i somehow find it hard..i don't know why...we will sit at the dining table...just the both of us sometimes because my mum and my sister are out together and while eating...we would eat silently...and i can somehow also feel that the both of us are trying to pick up a suitable topic to talk on..n in the end...nothing comes up and there will be this silence that none of us really know how to pass it by and so in the end..we finish our food in that silence...
no doubt..it's normal..i am just somehow..in a reminiscing mood..i miss things with him...i somehow wish that i could interact with him more..
yes,no doubt..he might be flawed in the sense that he sometimes hurts me with his words...or even at times act rashly when he is angry...but aren't we all like that sometimes as well??...hey...my dad is only human too:D...
bottom line is that i love him so much..and how badly i wish that things could just be like what they were when i was 5 and had no care whatsoever to think about what is suitable to talk to him and what is not...i miss that carefree feeling...
hiahzzz...
p.s. don't worry...i am just..reminiscing..i am fine
well,i certainly do miss it..the times where i could just sit with my dad and just blabber about anything in the world...sigh...oh what a time that was..
i am pretty sure that many of you have seen scenarios like this:
Scenario 1:-
SETTING: In a kopitiam
Kid: Papa!!..i know how to eat on my own..
(smiles proudly and feeds himself/herself while alot of the rice is dropping out from the spoon)
Dad: (laughs)please please...stop..let your mummy feed you for awhile then maybe the last few bites you eat it on your own k
Scenario 2:-
Kid: Papa!!...i have an uncle..his name is Uncle Longan and i have an aunty who is Aunty Susie Chip and they both live in Singapore..they also study in a CHINESE school
Dad: Really??....(laughs hysterically)..and where are they now??
Kid: In Singapore lor...
Dad: Oh, i see...
*note:the relatives were the kid's imaginary friends:D
ya...that is how kids interact with their parents at the age of...i don't know..4 or 5??..ya
and as we grow older...we find it harder to interact (for some people..it might be different..for me..i find it harder to talk to my dad some how but with my mum..we can talk and talk..)
when i was a kid, i could sit down and blabber all kinds of things with my dad..in fact,we had secrets together that we didn't tell my mum..lol..but now..i somehow find it hard..i don't know why...we will sit at the dining table...just the both of us sometimes because my mum and my sister are out together and while eating...we would eat silently...and i can somehow also feel that the both of us are trying to pick up a suitable topic to talk on..n in the end...nothing comes up and there will be this silence that none of us really know how to pass it by and so in the end..we finish our food in that silence...
no doubt..it's normal..i am just somehow..in a reminiscing mood..i miss things with him...i somehow wish that i could interact with him more..
yes,no doubt..he might be flawed in the sense that he sometimes hurts me with his words...or even at times act rashly when he is angry...but aren't we all like that sometimes as well??...hey...my dad is only human too:D...
bottom line is that i love him so much..and how badly i wish that things could just be like what they were when i was 5 and had no care whatsoever to think about what is suitable to talk to him and what is not...i miss that carefree feeling...
hiahzzz...
p.s. don't worry...i am just..reminiscing..i am fine
Friday, July 17, 2009
decisions decisions decisions
yes...this is indeed about my future...
my choices:
1. NUS
2. Inti-penang
3. Sunway
4. KDU
i have finally decided to do E&E engineering...as it is one of the base of most engineering courses which are related to the technology world..
thanks to Mr. Damien(a lecturer in KDU),he made me see that..i went to KDU today to find out about the engineering courses there...no doubt..it seemed rather tempting to study there but...i don't think the environment would suit me as it is MOSTLY comprised of walls..however, the lecturers and the facilities there did seem a little more presentable than in Disted..(in my mind:looks can be deceiving)
ya...then, when i went to INTI....it seemed more overseas-ish...but...i dunno la...that place still gives me a little bit of doubt..(if i were to be there, i will be taking up the AUP course which will enable me to twin over to NZ after two yrs here)
Sunway...i have no idea about what the cost..or even the route would be like...yes, i will have LOADS of friends there such as tomato..'the no longer so painful fella'...etc etc..furthermore...there are many others who are down there...but...rumor has it that it is pretty expensive to study there...well, we'll see la when tomato gives me the info i need...
NUS...whoa...it sounds ideal to me now..yes yes..i might have said tht it might not be the place for me...but after getting to knw abt how much it costs and learning of how the environment there is...it sounds ideal...but one HUGE problem..the next intake is NEXT year August if i get in..they do not have any other intake..hiahzzz..mum says it's too long and that i would be a year behind from all my peers which i on one hand,i disagree as i know that in most colleges in penang...A-levels for them is a two-year course...meaning that i am about the same as them...i dunnoe laa...
DECISIONS...DECISIONSS....DECISIONS...
i hate them...they drive me mad!...help
father in heaven, give me guidance...show me the path that you want me to take.Amen.
p.s: if there are any comments and suggestions, please do express them on my chat box..at this point..i reaalllyy really wanna keep my options open and choose what is right for me
my choices:
1. NUS
2. Inti-penang
3. Sunway
4. KDU
i have finally decided to do E&E engineering...as it is one of the base of most engineering courses which are related to the technology world..
thanks to Mr. Damien(a lecturer in KDU),he made me see that..i went to KDU today to find out about the engineering courses there...no doubt..it seemed rather tempting to study there but...i don't think the environment would suit me as it is MOSTLY comprised of walls..however, the lecturers and the facilities there did seem a little more presentable than in Disted..(in my mind:looks can be deceiving)
ya...then, when i went to INTI....it seemed more overseas-ish...but...i dunno la...that place still gives me a little bit of doubt..(if i were to be there, i will be taking up the AUP course which will enable me to twin over to NZ after two yrs here)
Sunway...i have no idea about what the cost..or even the route would be like...yes, i will have LOADS of friends there such as tomato..'the no longer so painful fella'...etc etc..furthermore...there are many others who are down there...but...rumor has it that it is pretty expensive to study there...well, we'll see la when tomato gives me the info i need...
NUS...whoa...it sounds ideal to me now..yes yes..i might have said tht it might not be the place for me...but after getting to knw abt how much it costs and learning of how the environment there is...it sounds ideal...but one HUGE problem..the next intake is NEXT year August if i get in..they do not have any other intake..hiahzzz..mum says it's too long and that i would be a year behind from all my peers which i on one hand,i disagree as i know that in most colleges in penang...A-levels for them is a two-year course...meaning that i am about the same as them...i dunnoe laa...
DECISIONS...DECISIONSS....DECISIONS...
i hate them...they drive me mad!...help
father in heaven, give me guidance...show me the path that you want me to take.Amen.
p.s: if there are any comments and suggestions, please do express them on my chat box..at this point..i reaalllyy really wanna keep my options open and choose what is right for me
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
In Christ Alone
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the Power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
-Brian Littrell-
I place my trust
And find my glory in the Power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
-Brian Littrell-
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