I AM SO DEAD!!

exam's round the corner...i tried mypast yrs...i could only do like half of each paper...so screwed....ok...calm down...need to try again

COME ON!!..press on...you can do it

God, help me

i don't know anymore

hey....
work is slowly stacking up nicely...nottingham....no comments la k....haihzzz

To: Feelings

i sincerely hope that you understand my position..i am so sorry for making you go through so much...it was indeed my fault...i am very sorry...

please do take care k...i am still trying to make myself better...and i guess this is step one..

i know you deserve much more...but please understand this....i have been struggling...always finding the right time to do that something right..and as it turns out...there is never a right time

i am sorry...i guess all i ask now is please...please cling onto God more than ever...He shall provide you with what u need...

i am very sorry...hope you understand...God bless...

From,
brain


haihzz...

...feeliing off

i'll do whatever it takes ........

I HATE THIS!

hey...i have just finished my progress test today...it wasn't that bad...i could do like 60% or less of it...imagine...3weeks of work crammed into three days just for this...it's just insane!

i am not in the best state ever...i am homesick...i miss my MUM, SIS, DAD, my boyfriend and my dog brindy..(i hope she is doing fine)..i miss my friends that i have left behind....i feel like crap...i have nowhere to hang out...it sucks....although the campus here is huge...i still feel so empty..i have no friends here...i feel so.....lonely...which has all along been my biggest fear....haiz....

after the test today, all i could really think about is when is it that am i able to come home....i miss everyone!!....i start crying every once in awhile after class...i dunnoe how to handle myself...but of course la...it's starting to reduce but still i am still feeling...CRAP...i am still behind in class struggling to catch up although the test is over...so much to do...so little time...n as well as emotions...DAMN IT...

CG n CF is probably the only thing i really cling onto here...haihzzz....someone, please take me home

oh n btw...i have already booked my tickets home

26th NOV; will be coming back on the 29th NOV
18th december; will be coming back on the 5th of January...(need to study frm the 18th Dec till the 10th of Jan...got major exam on the 11th)

5weeks more to coming back to penang....i hope i will make it...and i NEED to make it

I got it!

I finally know where i am going!...Nottingham University,Malaysian Campus is my place...well, i got the JPA scholarship!..hehe...well, i will be leaving this thursday for the registration..in other words...Semenyih here i come...and EE..you wanna battle I AM HERE!!!

BODYPUMP ROCKS!!

yes yes...i have not updated my blog for like a million years!:D...hehe..i've been busy..

n yes, bodypump rocks..as some of you would know, i have started working out in fitness first..for those of you who have never tried GX(group exercise) workout such as body pump, body step, body combat etc..etc...PLEASE TRY IT..it is one of the best exercises ever..

It enhances your endurance, burns fat and tones your body..hehe..i have just finished my workout..it is great man..my arms are more toned..my abs are getting stronger..my biceps are...WOOHOO...beautiful in my eyes...(some ppl think tht bicep muscles shd not be on girls..which i of course disagree..yes, not too big la..but to have a lil actually makes your arms look good)..:)..My goal: to be able to workout with a total of 10kg.hehe..i am currently at 7kg..i shall increase to 9.5kg soon..the 7kg is starting to be my comfort zone..(like what brandon said(fitness instructor), 'try to get out of your comfort zone'...oh the kg's i am taking abt are like those long bars with weights at the side..ya..a total of 10kg is my goal meaning 5kg on each side..hehe

haihzz...fitness first instructors are really good..they make sure that you REALLY workout by correcting your technique and motivating you to push(when you're abt to give up)..hehe...

other than body pump, body step is also great!!..you can dance and workout..it's really fun..hehe...it's tiring..but good!..hehh...

oh and abt myuni thing...still undecided yet..JPA has not replied me and...so i am still waiting...oh well..what to do..

ok la i am gonna go off dee..hhee...adios!

Great!

ok...i knw...lately..i have been complaining about the chices to which uni i shd go to etc etc...but now..i am not gonna go into that now

i knw my blog has been dead for a few weeks now...so..here is the update!:)...i am now involved in an engineering camp and i feel SO fulfilled!..:D...i feel so happy now...after weeks and weeks of doing nothing but worrying..i finally feel fulfilled and happy...attending the talks...teaching the students some basic laws of physics..i feel happy..really happy..and it made me realise that indeed...electrical and electronic engineering is the right way to go for me...

i am now evry much inspired to see how things work...very much more convinced that i am interested in this field...but i am still....a lil...you knw..but i guess that shaky feeling will never shake off me as i am a very paranoid person (most of you knw tht)..

i actually have to thank a friend of mine, Bob...he has given me this golden opportunity..and i am glad that God has also blessed me with the strength and courage to do this...thank you!...

ok la..i need to go to bed now...i have a LOOOONNNNGGGG day tmr..i will be going to Agilent to see things there and get to experience first hand what engineering life is really like!..:D...ok doak...bye ppl

the two choices left

i have just come back from kl...my dad and i took a 2-day trip down there to look at all the universities that i was planning to go

1. MMU
2. Inti-Nilai University College
3. University of Nottingham, Semenyih Campus

after looking at all of them...i immediately fell in love with the Inti-Nilai campus...the place was so lively...the hostels were not that bad...so, all in all...it was my no.1 choice

Nottingham...well...it was like looking into a hotel!...i am serious..it was B-E-A-Utiful...but....for some reason...i was not all that thrilled about it...i could imagine myself there..it would be like studying on a vacation..the place was huge...filled with lots of greenery..tht was near the hostel..however, the learning place...i dunnoe why...i felt as though it was so..concrete...but i believe if i were to go there...i will actually learn to like it more and more in time..:D

yes, no doubt..inti-nilai is a square..(like KDU) but in the middle of the square was a garden..somehow..i didn't mind it..the hostel place though was great..man..

MMU...the uni itself was not bad...but the accommodation there was...frightening..so..it was somewhat...ruled out...

anyway..my dad took the liberty to find out abt inti-penang...and apparently..they do offer the exact same course tht i am interested in..so..he said tht if inti-nilai were to be my choice..he would rather me to spend a yr here in penang first then only go off to nilai..my mum on the other hand proposed tht i spend two yrs here in penang and then on my final year..go over to the UK

so, in the end..nothing has been decided but i have decided to apply to both nottingham and inti-penang first..see how everything turns out and then...ask God to help me decide..hiahzz....

i guess tht is it la..bye

P.S:friends, if you have any opinions..please do share them with me..thanks:D

UNI UNI UNI

i hate decision making

Tag # 51

1. From now on, you can't tell lies.
errr...i guess...

2. Are you ready?
do i have a choice??...the tag is here already right??:P

3. Think back six months ago, were you single?
well,considering that my relationship with william has lasted four yrs...sixt months ago....i WAS NOT single...what has that got to do with anything anyway?

4. What do you carry with you at all times?
my handphone and my wallet...the necessary things needed

5. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
er...depends how annoyed or angry i am...but most of the time, no la

6. How are you feeling?
happy...just got back from going out with sothi, william and kevin

7. Is something wrong right now?
i am not sure...i am a lil confused emotionally abt everything...but hey! that is what life is!

8. Are you mad at someone?
Nope.

9. What's on your mind?
need to think abt uni....

10. Are you jealous of someone right now?
nope...wait...maybe towards tomato...she knws what she wants to do...hiahzzz

11. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
nope:P

12. Do you want to start over with anyone?
not for now..:)

13. Do you know if anyone likes you?
nope...but i knw someone who loves me:P

14. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not at all times...depends on situation:D

15. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
sleeping

16. True love or 1 billion bucks?
1 billion now....then maybe later in life...true love:P

17. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
hmm....alot of ppl say that to me...i don't mean to be perasan but that is what alot of ppl say!

18. Anything you would change about your life right now?
if it weren't for the things i went through or the mistakes i made...i wou;dn't be who i am today...so my definite answer is no:)

19. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
no thanks..

20. Could you cry right now?
no...not really

21. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
no....not that i can rmb...

22. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
pretty often

23. Are you okay with the life you live?
i guess so...

24. Last person you told a secret to?
i dunnoe...i barely have secrets i am an open person:P

25. Do you like hugs?
LOVE 'EM

26. Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
well...if you work for it:)

27. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday??...don't ask

28. How much money did you spend today?
HEH...more than RM20

29. What are you sitting on right now?
a chair??

30. Who's the last person you IM'd?
well considering tht i am multi-tasking now...i am currently IM-ing william and sothinathen...lol

31. What's something you really want right now, be honest.
to know where the hell to go from a-levels!

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
it has not changed one bit:P

33. What did you do yesterday?
Nothing much...rot at home

34. Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Depends on the what secret..and how bad is it

35. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Of course

36. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
i am not sure..

37. Is someone on your mind right now?
not really

38. Whose birthday is coming up?
(realized tht i have missed simin's birthday..thanks to tomato)...sothinathen...12th of august:P

39. Were you happy when you woke up?
no...i was sleepy:P

40. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Neutral.

41. What's the last thing you ate?
green tea ice cream:P

42. Are you easy to get along with?
this question should be directed to the ppl around me...not me:P

43. Ever cheated on someone?
NO

44. Who is the last person to send you a text?
DIGI

45. What are you currently listening to?
nothing

46. My job is done.
Okay...good...now, next thing to do..KILL TOMATO:P

how i just wish...

have you ever wished that you could be that small kid that you once were?...the kid that thinks everything is beautiful...a time before you even knew the meaning of sadness....or anger..or even the awkward feeling that could occur between two people?

well,i certainly do miss it..the times where i could just sit with my dad and just blabber about anything in the world...sigh...oh what a time that was..

i am pretty sure that many of you have seen scenarios like this:
Scenario 1:-
SETTING: In a kopitiam

Kid: Papa!!..i know how to eat on my own..
(smiles proudly and feeds himself/herself while alot of the rice is dropping out from the spoon)
Dad: (laughs)please please...stop..let your mummy feed you for awhile then maybe the last few bites you eat it on your own k

Scenario 2:-
Kid: Papa!!...i have an uncle..his name is Uncle Longan and i have an aunty who is Aunty Susie Chip and they both live in Singapore..they also study in a CHINESE school
Dad: Really??....(laughs hysterically)..and where are they now??
Kid: In Singapore lor...
Dad: Oh, i see...

*note:the relatives were the kid's imaginary friends:D

ya...that is how kids interact with their parents at the age of...i don't know..4 or 5??..ya

and as we grow older...we find it harder to interact (for some people..it might be different..for me..i find it harder to talk to my dad some how but with my mum..we can talk and talk..)

when i was a kid, i could sit down and blabber all kinds of things with my dad..in fact,we had secrets together that we didn't tell my mum..lol..but now..i somehow find it hard..i don't know why...we will sit at the dining table...just the both of us sometimes because my mum and my sister are out together and while eating...we would eat silently...and i can somehow also feel that the both of us are trying to pick up a suitable topic to talk on..n in the end...nothing comes up and there will be this silence that none of us really know how to pass it by and so in the end..we finish our food in that silence...

no doubt..it's normal..i am just somehow..in a reminiscing mood..i miss things with him...i somehow wish that i could interact with him more..

yes,no doubt..he might be flawed in the sense that he sometimes hurts me with his words...or even at times act rashly when he is angry...but aren't we all like that sometimes as well??...hey...my dad is only human too:D...

bottom line is that i love him so much..and how badly i wish that things could just be like what they were when i was 5 and had no care whatsoever to think about what is suitable to talk to him and what is not...i miss that carefree feeling...

hiahzzz...

p.s. don't worry...i am just..reminiscing..i am fine

decisions decisions decisions

yes...this is indeed about my future...

my choices:
1. NUS
2. Inti-penang
3. Sunway
4. KDU

i have finally decided to do E&E engineering...as it is one of the base of most engineering courses which are related to the technology world..

thanks to Mr. Damien(a lecturer in KDU),he made me see that..i went to KDU today to find out about the engineering courses there...no doubt..it seemed rather tempting to study there but...i don't think the environment would suit me as it is MOSTLY comprised of walls..however, the lecturers and the facilities there did seem a little more presentable than in Disted..(in my mind:looks can be deceiving)

ya...then, when i went to INTI....it seemed more overseas-ish...but...i dunno la...that place still gives me a little bit of doubt..(if i were to be there, i will be taking up the AUP course which will enable me to twin over to NZ after two yrs here)

Sunway...i have no idea about what the cost..or even the route would be like...yes, i will have LOADS of friends there such as tomato..'the no longer so painful fella'...etc etc..furthermore...there are many others who are down there...but...rumor has it that it is pretty expensive to study there...well, we'll see la when tomato gives me the info i need...

NUS...whoa...it sounds ideal to me now..yes yes..i might have said tht it might not be the place for me...but after getting to knw abt how much it costs and learning of how the environment there is...it sounds ideal...but one HUGE problem..the next intake is NEXT year August if i get in..they do not have any other intake..hiahzzz..mum says it's too long and that i would be a year behind from all my peers which i on one hand,i disagree as i know that in most colleges in penang...A-levels for them is a two-year course...meaning that i am about the same as them...i dunnoe laa...

DECISIONS...DECISIONSS....DECISIONS...

i hate them...they drive me mad!...help

father in heaven, give me guidance...show me the path that you want me to take.Amen.

p.s: if there are any comments and suggestions, please do express them on my chat box..at this point..i reaalllyy really wanna keep my options open and choose what is right for me

In Christ Alone

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the Power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
-Brian Littrell-

an outing to rmb

LOL...i just got back from my outing with a few friends...it was fun...catching up with them..lol

man...i can't believe that it has been two years since SPM ended...can you believe it??..and yes, i have not changed that that much, according to all of them...lol...man...

i guess there is nothing much to say...:D..ok la...see you all

i feel like ripping my head open!!!

this is actually to the ppl out there who actually get mad at someone and then shows the person that they are mad at, that they are mad at them and then doesn't reveal the reason to why they are mad at them, to them!...and there goes the person who is been given the cold shoulder to not knowing why he or she is being treated this way..

DO ANY OF YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT KIND OF SICK GAME YOU GUYS PUT THESE PEOPLE THROUGH?!!...ok...yes...maybe you just want to be left alone..i get it...that person CAN leave you alone even after he or she knows why the hell you're so pissed at him or her!!!...seriously..

man...i guess some of you can guess what is going on now...you know this happened to me once with tomato...but at tht time...although it dragged on for weeks...WEEKS i quote...i knew the reason to why she was mad at me...(she'll probably laugh now if i were to remind her of that little fight we had)...yes, it was painful to go through that...horrendously hard actually...but it is not that bad coz I KNEW WHY SHE WAS MAD AT ME!!!..

for heaven's sake...man...how can you expect someone to know what to do when you won't even tell him or her why you're angry?!!!...and then posting up on your blog stating certain things that tht person doesn't even see how he or she was that way towards the angry fella!!...to hell with it la...

help!...haihzzz...

thank you,blog for being here for me to pour my frustrations out...readers out there...worry not!..i am a strong person who is just having a weak moment...

a big thanks to all of you who has been there for me and who cares about me now...but i am ok...really...like what i said..just a weak moment..

thinking

i dunnoe...you know what...i am probably being overly emotional but i can't help it...

yes, i am having problems...i shall not mention them here but you know what...i am a little tired...

everything was so smooth for the past few days and then BOOM! there it comes..so ya..i SHOULD have known that it will be too good to be true...nothing in my life is ever that smooth sailing for quite sometime...

but come to think of it again..i guess that is what makes it me..forever filled with problems...swamped with things to think about...

haihzz...i shall put my head high and not bother...after all, these things are meant to make me stronger...not bring me down..so now here i am...stronger than ever...with my head held high..and all this, i have to thank the people around me who have been giving me support..(you all know who you are...i shan't mention names here for it might bring up conflicts..and yes...tht'll mean more problems)

so thank you, people...thank you for making me...who i am today:D...*HUGZ!*

love,
Krystle

HI PPL

seee....i do update my blog...

ok let's just say i really have nth to say...

ok..i am going jogging tmr with christine and cheng yee!!....n i am still awake now..crap..i think i'd better go to bed soon before i faint tomorrow...

ok doak..i am leaving ttyl ppl...hehe:D

IT'S OVER!!!

OVER OVER OVER DONE DEAL!!!...OVER...hmmm...i dunnoe la...i am happy....but yet..i still feel so..lost...

i am weird man...haihzzzz....i might be going to inti...AUTP sounds good..i get to twin over to new zealand...sth tht i think i would like to go there...it really sounds nice...but i dun really know if i can really go through it though...i am so unsure abt my route...man

ya....hehehe....ok ppls....KRYSTLE TAN is officially free to go out and kai kai...pls ring me if you wish to spend time with beautiful moi...blek blek

ok doak folks, i am outta here

LAST PAPER ON WEDNESDAY

IT's ENDING SOON!!!....can you believe it???.....1 and a half yrs...DONE...finally

haihzzz...ok yes...i am relieved but somehow...i am also feeling very....lost...help me...

i'm tired but somehow i can't sleep....i tell you...my health is gonna *ker plunk*...haihzzzz...

anyways...gotta go study chem now...

tata:D

DAMN!

ok...yes...exams are drawing near..and here i am blogging...haihzzz...this is baddd...it means that i am badddllllyyyy bothered by something...ok...well...here it goes..

i have an obsession...in driving...bad case of it..some of you might think it is ok..but nooo...it's not ok in my family's eyes...especially my dad the one and only man in the whole family who does not approve of me driving...you see..he thinks that i am not ready yet..the worst thing is..he HAS NOT EVEN SEEN first hand of my driving..

yess yess..the solution seems simple..show him..the thing is that..i can never drive with him next to me..he is so...i dunnoe...intimidating???.....well...aren't all fathers intimidating...oh well...ya...

ok...now...the scenario of the problem....i have three cars...two kancils and a wira..tonight...the two kancils were used and so the wira was free...unoccupied...and i had to buy my own dinner..thing is...the money that my dad gave me was supposed to pay for AN ORDER IN food...so i thought why not save money..besides,william was with me...so ya...why not drive out to get my food,drive william home and get home before my dad does...

sadly, the plan did go well..yes,i bought my food and yes i did drive william home...but...when i got home...MY DEAREST DAD WAS HOME!!!...i nearly got a heart attack when i saw him...i was like OH NO!!!!...DIEEE...oh well...surprisingly, he didn't yell...he just asked where william was and so i said that william is on his way home now..he went home when i was just about to reach the house meaning that his mother magically came from the other junction and picked him up n left me alone to drive back home..(yes, this indeed was a lie!...but can you blame me???i was so bloody close to peeing in my pants out of fear)...ya...then, he was like ok..it's ok for you to drive..just be careful..

now the part that is bothering me...was that my mum didn't believe that william was in the car with me!!!...MY MUM!(i told her the truth la saying that i sent william home then only came home)...she didn't believe me till she saw william's wallet that he accidentally left on my table...I THANK GOD FOR HIS WALLET MAN!!!...my goodness...
something is AWFULLY wrong with me...i am usually not bothered by these stuff...(except for my dad blowing up)

anyway...my real complaint is my OBSESSION!!!..i wanna get rid of it...i want to not have the desire to drive anymore...it's like drugs to me or something...i wish that my obsession was towards something more like alcohol...no doubt.it is hard to get over it but...alcohol is something that one can live without...one can't live without the convenience of driving!!!...someday,one has definitely got to be on their own and drive...this is frustrating!!!...

whoo!!!...this feels good...letting this out like that...man...ok la...i shall return to my world of NEVER ENDING STUDYING..haihzzzzz...exams ruin me...

p.s:to IAN and whoever who is thinking of making fun of my driving,I HAVE IMPROVED...:P..ok doak...i am signing off now

exams are drawing near

MAn!...it still feels like trials just ended...i am still in the playful mood...damn it...i REALLYYY NEED TO BUCK UP man....haihzzzz...

YAHOOOO!!!!!!

TRIALS ENDED!!!...dang....one month more and then my real A2 exams will be here!!!!wow...time really passes..hehehe

haihzzz....now...i am just speechless...i miss old times..last time...things weren't so complicated...i was younger...carefree...didn't care much for social issues...no exams to really worry abt...haihzzzz

oh welll...anyways...i m tired deee...ttyl!:P:P

The Formula

:)

ok....ppl..i have been indeed very busy for the past few days...lol...this is what i have been doing for past few days:P

Monday(26th January 2009)
it was the first day of cny...went over to me grandmama's place for lunch...had a great time...lol...ya..then, my other relatives came over in the afternoon...collected loads of ang pow:P:P...ya and cy visited me then cy came over to visit lil ol me:P:P...ya..hehe

Tuesday(27th January 2009)
took this day to sort out my plannings...studied a lil....finished up my tutorials for the chapter of equilibria for chem....:D.heheh....got some more vsiting...i think...

Wednesday(28th January 2009)
went out with cy, huah chiang and ian....to celebrate my coming into this world:P...ya...lol...ate at the mount esking western food place...then went over to ian's area to play fireworks..it was fun:P...hehe...ya..:D(i nearly caused a fire in one of the buildings due to my careless self upon lighting up a rocket...i placed it too low:P:P)lol...ya..then that was all...managed to FINALLY chat with poh kim...hehe...she had just returned from her wonderful holiday in china and hong kong...it was nice to hear from her:D

Thursday(29th January 2009)
ya...on this day leh...i went out with *ahem* tucker:P...and william:D...also to celebrate my coming..:P:P...ya...we ate at little cottage and then watched a movie by the name of 'Bride Wars'...the movie was funny and good..i really enjoyed myself:D...hehhe....

Friday(30th Jnuary 2009)
went out ton queensbay to meet up with cheng yee, christine, jenny, carmen, ee boon, cindy,yee tang, michelle and few others...ya...it was like a mini-reunion..:D...had a great time with them..lol...ya...then...cheng yee and i decided to split from da group and then we met up with marcus, eric and jonathan easaw (i am not too sure about the spelling though...lol)...ya...talked until my sister was done with te shopping...then after that, we headed back home..(i dropped cheng yee off) then at night, *ahem* tucker and i went over to william's house...we had fun there..ate dinner...and then played with william's PS2 and PS3..lol...i managed to beat tucker in a few games of fighting:P:P:P....lol..ya:D...lol...hehhee...

Saturday(31st JANUARY 2009)
aha!....on this fateful day...i have to say...i had the BEST time ever:D...not that all the other days were filled with boredom...it's just this day was the best la k...heheh...at nine a.m...my sister, william, my grandfather(dad's side) and i went out for breakfast near the batu lanchang market area (i dunnoe why my grandfather calls the place se ban san)...ya....ate dim sum there...after that...we split our ways...my sis and my grandad went home while william and i went out...in the car...i didn't really know where we were going..till he was like...your birthday present from me is that we are going round penang island...he actually remembered that i did want it..:D...i had never seen balik pulau(at least i don't rmb seeing it)..or relau or even batu maung...so i was really happy...we went round in his car...it was fun to see all the places..:D...then..on our journey...we stopped at batu maung and went down to the aquarium..:D...it was beautiful...ok i have to admit..it was not as grand as the aquariums in NZ...but still it was nice...i really enjoyed myself there...there were many types of fish in there..we took pics...(i shall show them to all of you once i get hold of them:P)..ya...man...i really did have fun!..(thank you, william..:Dhug!)..ya...then after that we did have the intention to go to the war museum but...the admission fee was like RM15 per person..so ya..:P:P...ya..lol...it was fun...there was this lake that i saw on the way from balik pulau to batu ferringhi..it was BEAUTIFUL!...man...i wish all of you could have seen it!..it was great...i travelled round the island till like 3 sth towards 4 in the afternoon...after that, my family and i were supposed to go kayaking...but since the sun was scorching hot, my mum changed her mind...so in the end, we waited till like 6 sth and went to penang swimming club just for swimming...lol..then after that, i had dinner with my family, paul (heather's boyfriend) and william...they bought a cake for me!!...i was really happy...the cake was good...they had rum in it!~:P:P...yup...hehe...then after that, we all went home...it was great!

well, thats all that i have done for the past few days..:D...it was fun...and tonight, i will either be going out with poh kim and william later for dinner or going out for floorball with my sis...see first:D...man...i have been going out waaayyyyy too much...gotta start studying dee...class is gonna start tmr..:D...ok la...i shall return soon with more updates on my life:D...stay tuned!:P:P...bye bye *blows kisses to the world*

ANGRY/FRUSTRATED...GAHH...god knows wat i am feeling

ok..yes i went up for a hike today:P...hehe...kevin, chi hao, huah chiang wei loon and i hiked up to no. 5 from moon gate..the hike was good..:D...i did have fun...in fact i really am!..hehe...huah chiang and chi hao finally got to meet william!..hehe...yup...he was there to cycle up the tar road leading to 84 but unfortunately, his bicycle gears gave way and could not change from one to another...so in the end, he ended up cycling around in circles...lol..

everything was good till....i was in the car with kevin...i mean like...he likes to think that i overreact...you see...before we made our journey back, kevin wanted ice cream and i wanted honeydew (with assam)...blek..

yes, i know it sounds gross..but i ACTUALLY like the taste!...lol...ya...so after i bought my prized fruit, i returned to the car and there was this mercedes benz that was honking at kevin to move as it wanted to pass...so i told him to move..when i looked up...suddenly, william cycled right in front of the car just when we were about to move...so i was like...waving my hands at william to move...and i was sort of telling kevin...wait!

then, kevin was very upset...he was like why must you overreact...it's not like i am going to bang him also...then i wound down the window...i told william..'next time dun do tht...kevin was about to move the car dee..'...then, william said, 'dun worry, i knew that he was about to move dee'...so i was like oh ok..


then, after chatting a lil while more...we parted and made our ways home...on the way, kevin was like bringing alot of things up...like shouting (when i clearly didn't earlier on but he insisted that i did)...then started saying things like 'i dunnoe why i am always in the wrong wan'...then i said 'no, who said that?'...then we kind of argued...i am a lil frustrated now...i mean..i DIDN'T do ANYTHING...i am i dunnoe what i am feeling now...GAHHHH....I WANNA KILL SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13th January 2009

it's 12.45pm now..:D..i am currently in the disted general lab...i've just eaten my lunch...hehe..

mechanincs class later...MAN...this means tht CSP will be the one talking later..GAHH...he slows time down i tell you...God knows what power he has within him...SHEESH!!!...:D..

n kevin tan is currently annoyinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng the hell outta me...he's been randomly pressing the keyboards tht i am currently typing on...SHHESH...no life man...

:D:P

ok i guess thts all for now:D...bye bye...

tired....

hehe...yup:D...today is the first day of college for the year....2009....MAN!!...time flies..:D
damn tiring man...at approximately 7.50am today, i walked into the academic support room to receive my new timetable...n the person working there...was like class starts today..i was like 'oh ok'...nope ppl...it was not ok...i nearly fainted when i saw that there my timetable for today lasts from 8.00am till 5.00pm...DAMN!

lol...anyway, the first class was chemistry...i nearly fell asleep...but it was good...mr, ng briefed us through the whole A2 syllabus...:D...gonna start studying chem dee...hehehe...n HALLELUJAH man...mr. Tan Chuan Huat will be teaching us physics for A2...praise the Lord above man....i mean like if things were to be otherwise....(i think i will stop here i wouldn't wanna criticise anyone here on my blog)...ya...so, i am happy:D

man....but of course, there is a downside...carolyn will be leaving tomorrow:(...man..i know that i am not that that close to her...but still....haihzzzz....everybody's leaving:(...ya...lol...what tomato said was true..lol...with her going off to the USA...a lot of hearts will be going with her...n *ahem*....lol...(ppl should knw why...especially cheng yee..lol)...

:D...ok la...i have officially updated my blog...i dunnoe when i will update it again...but hang in there k:)....